so firstly Id like to share an experience that I had when I was visiting in the house of a less active member. So we were visiting her and I felt impressed to share a scripture that is basically one of my favorites that I talked about last week Marcos 9:23 (mark) about How everything is possible for those that believe. And as I was preparing to read this a thought entered into my mind and made me realize i didnt really know what was occuring in this story so I quickly skimmed over the page and when I realized what the story was about it hit me really hard touching my heart. About the Father who had a child with many problems (basically to the point where he was putting himself in danger) and how this man pleaded with Our Savior Jesus Christ to help his son be cured. And He responded asking if the man had faith because everything is possible for those that believe and the man replied
"I believe!!"
and then after stated
"please help my unbelief"
and the son was healed.
What is wonderful about this story is that this father had great faith and hope
Because Faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things but rather having hope, believing in things that are not seen which are true.
And I thought about that because of the talk that was given (by Elder Holland?) About being firm to the faith we already have.
And it made me think about me learning the language as a missionary because I know that Im learning the language miraculously fast and I can understand people really well, but sometimes there are people that dont quite understand me and its easy to get nervous about this, about not knowing what to say (in a way really clear that they will understand despite my accent) but then I talked with my companion about this afterwards,
because during this lesson it hit me that this scripture really was for me as well because I KNOW that the Lord is blessing me with the ability to share my testimony and express myself to people and that they truly do understand WHEN I am talking (acting) with faith.
Tiago (James) 2:7- Faith without works is dead.
When I am following the spirit, and trusting in the Lord to help me communicate everything works out wonderfully and people are able to understand.
And it made me think about faith more, because I always "know" that the Lord can bless us and miracles can occur but what is important is always acting, showing that faith- meaning talking without being worried about whether or not they will understand because I know that they will understand because it is not us that teach lessons, its the Spirit that is within is. Also we can teach lessons but it is the spirit that will carry the lesson to the persons heart. Its really wonderful this week experiencing how much the spirit works through us.
"And how do you think I know this for myself, this only comes through much prayer and fasting".
Ever since I started fasting more and praying more specifically I have been so incredibly blessed with feeling the spirit testifying to me about what I should do or say.
My companion sister maia shared with me a few phrases the other day about the Spirit and one of them I really liked said this
"The spirit will feel like a "hunch" to do something righteous."
because everything good cometh from God
and so when we are feeling that we need to do something its important to act in the moment because we might miss the opportunity if we don't act apon the prompting.
I was very blessed yesterday in church because of my choosing to act apon a prompting.
So we had an absolutely wonderful sunday in which 6 people were in church including LUAN who is being BAPTIZED this saturday!!!!! Okay I am so beyond happy about that because his testimony is so incredibly firm. He went to talk with the pastor of the church he had attended to tell him that he was leaving the church to be baptized WOW. And then when he prayed the other day I just about began crying because of the joy and happiness I felt.
He included this in his prayer "I am so grateful that I have been blessed to know about the restored gospel, I am so grateful that the gospel has been restored through the prophet Joseph Smith and I pray that I will continue to learn more, please bless our living prophet, the apostles and all the missionaries in the world to be safe and please bless the members of the church."
If THIS isnt a person beyond prepared for the Gospel then I dont know who is. Really everything thing he has done has been a further testimony to me that the Lords hand is in this work and that His children are needing the Gospel. Joao (John) 10:16- I have other sheep who are not of this fold, whom I shall visit and they will hear my voice.
He is beyond incredible and has been actively changing his life to follow our savior (and in reality he didnt have a whole lot to change because he already was living the law of chastity because he felt it was the right thing to do, and when we taught about the word of wisdom the only thing he had to stop was drinking coffee basically rarely if ever)
anyways its just so wonderful. I just know he will be really firm in the church and because of his example Aline will also know the truth of the Gospel and be baptized. (Oh and he is searching the book of Mormon on his own to receive answers to his questions!! And he read all of the For Strength of Youth...TO HIS MOM !!!!!! Wahoooo!!)
Anyways he is amazing and beyond elect
and our other miracle story with people being beyond prepared for the gospel is Dilma.
Because she would have been baptized the first week we taught her if possible. Everything we have taught has "made sense to her" or she has "felt that it is right" its just such a wonderful blessing. Anyways she wants to get married so she can be keeping the commandments and so she can be baptized.
But things are a little difficult with her fiance Marcus following through with his word on marriage (which he has actually been saying for 5 years) anywayss
so we were in church and we had our investigators sitting with other members to build friendships in the ward and so Dilma was sitting in the 3rd row from the front and I was in like the second to the back
and the speaker was talking about the importance of following our savior and doing whats right
and I felt a burning desire to stand up, walk to the front and sit behind Dilma to comfort her,
all the way in the back I knew that she needed comfort
that she had heard something in the talk that made her feel filled with anguish (because of her righteous desire but inability to be baptized)
but then I tried to ignore this feeling because I didnt know if it was necessary.
And then right then the speaker said "When we feel promptings from the spirit we need to act upon them, because tomorrow make be too late."
and so I went and sat behind her (because the bench was full) and as soon as I placed my hand on her back and that she knew it was me she grabbed my hand, tears started streaming down her face.
I felt terrible sadness that I know must have been what she was feeling and so I just rubbed her back and consoled her
and then I told her (what I knew she needed to hear,)
that The Lord knows that she is trying to follow him.
And when she heard that she just sobbed and sobbed,
wow.
Her desire to be baptized in the true church of Jesus Christ is SO great that it literally is painful to her to not be able to right now.
But I know that miracles will occur and that all things will happen for our good, and that the Lord doesnt give commandments unto the children of men least he shall prepare a way for them to accomplish them.
Also that things will happen in the Lords time.
My companion and I are praying and fasting for her and I know that everything will work out.
and so this experience was sad but at the same time joyous because I felt the faith she has and I know that she will do what it taked to follow the Savior and that she will be baptized and remain firm forever.
How absolutely wonderful to be able to be blessed in this way to be able to participate in helping the Lords children find the way he has set for them and then watch as they make the efforts to follow him.
So its just abslutely wonderful and I am so grateful for the Gospel. I realized the other night because of this experience how incredibly blessed I am to be so priveledged to be born into the Gospel. What a marvelous blessing.
Well I love you all so much, stay firm in the faith :)
And I am so glad that I have been born of goodly parents
I love you all! Families are Forever!!
With Love, Sister Kimball